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● lately i can't write a one rap / all this here been here been holding me back / i been through so much that i feels - so beat up can't handle my biz / i got a whole damn lot to get passed - took on life got knocked on my ass / holding it in I'm 'bout to implode - and i can't flow when im in stress mode / where do i start i got a big long list / internal issues that got me feeling like this / used to handle it by getting high and drinking fifths / but now my probation officer's checking my piss / all this sobriety's like a dose of reality - everything i was burying now its all coming back to me like damn // putting knuckles to the floor / so closed up aint even talking anymore.
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● all this stress / all this pain / all this tragedy and all this change / all these worries - and all these bills / all this fake it's hard to know what's real / all this pressure and its weighing on me / aint looking for trouble but the trouble finds me / trying to be positive when it really aint me / i need these raps to try and let it go free.
● people been saying J your to slow / you need to move on bounce back and spit flows / it takes confidence to make tracks - i aint got my confidence back / i done lost these people i love / and i been hooked on drinking and drugs / I've been so consumed in my pain - that i pushed out everybody in my gang / my lady is dead and i got kids in the house / no time to recover 'cause they need food in their mouth / and they need me but I've been losing myself / all this stress is like weight on my chest / overwhelmed with emotion - the way my life has been going - it's like im constantly rowing up in a boat that aint floating / like man / i ain't going nowhere / trying to be cool with what i know is unfair.
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● all this stress / all this pain / all this tragedy and all this change / all these worries - and all these bills / all this fake it's hard to know what's real / all this pressure and its weighing on me / aint looking for trouble but the trouble finds me / trying to be positive when it really aint me / i need these raps to try and let it go free.
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